She had her first child...

While walking around the main streets of Naga, I bumped into this girl that when I stared at her... I immediately recognized her... she was part of my past... a past that I never had imagined that would come back... She was my first love... Silly isnt it? Well okay, I was naive by then and for me, it was just all for fun... I mean, we've met thru SMS... so nothing serious about it... as I've said, just for fun... but then again, is it really?

For about few months of being into a relationship with her, life seems to be perfect... we enjoy each others company especially her company... I was hoping by then that this would be "it"... but I was wrong... She fell out of love for me and fell in love with my classmate whom she met when she watch a play in our school... we lost communication and by that day on... we broke up... not because she dumped me... but because she needs time to understand her feelings for me and my classmate... but still, we broke up... She picked neither of us... she resasoned that she's not ready for a relationship yet... after all, were too young...

But today is different... I saw her with another man... cuddling her child... she was married already... well... at an early age... of course... but that was it... we exchanged smiles and hello... I even greeted her husband(?) and shook his hand... as we bid our farewells, I started to realize one thing... maybe it wasn't meant to be YOU and me... maybe God forsee's this... or even planned this... at least you were able to have a child as beautiful as Mary...

Well... maybe... its not the right time for me to be in a relationship... maybe... just maybe... someday... I'll bumped into another girl... and who knows... she might be the one for me...