Tuesday, March 11, 2008

WONDER

A lot had been wondering kung bakit palagi na lang akong gising pag gabi nad tulog pag umaga. . . I mean, ano daw ba ako, aswang o bampira? Waaaaaaaaaaa. . . Anung klaseng tanung ba naman yan!?!?!?!

Well, to answer that question:
1. Hindi ako aswang o bampira. . . Tao parin po ako! Isang tunay at buhay na TAO!
2. Kaya ako palaging gising sa gabi kasi yan ang sked ko sa store namin. . . yup, 24 hours po na bukas ang store namin! Don't ask where at baka magpalibre lang kayo! Ahahahaha!
3. Wala naman masama kung baliktan ang habits ko di ba?
4. Nakalimutan ko na number 4. . .

Basta, yun na yun!

Friday, March 07, 2008

Realization

Hay. . . I woke up around 4 in the morning. . . Not withstanding the fact that I just slept two hours ago. . . that’s if you can really consider that as a sleep!

With the cold wind that endlessly whistles outside the window. . . I had this realization. . .

I finally realize that I'd rather lose the relationship I have than to lose my respect, honesty and love to my partner. . . Its better to lose the connection between us rather than to continue the relationship that slowly diminishes your outmost respect and care for each other. Loving unconditionally is loving without having or expecting anything in return. . .

Martyrdom? Nah. . . a little bit far from that context, what’s more important is that, what you feel for the person, and what you do to the person with or without any commitment. . . Maybe that’s how you can really measure the “greatness” of love. . . it isn’t justified by having this so called “public acceptance” or “knowledge” that you both are madly in love with each other,,, its putting into actions your care, being concerned, going beyond what the reality offers. . . Extending or stretching the unthinkable actions,,, as they say, “going beyond what is normal.” Not thinking about the sacrifices, but having that feeling of fulfillment or satisfaction for the choices we made. . .

But there’s a thin thread. . . be cautious of what I said a while ago regarding martyrdom.....sacrificing does not only means giving up something just to have the feeling of satisfaction, it also connotes “SELF DEVELOPMENT” and “self appreciation. . .” That there’s still respect, love, and honesty to oneself. . .

As what they commonly say, how can you give something if you don’t even have that something. . .

Hahaha. . . As to the conclusion of my Blog tonight??!

Nahh. . . its a nonsense. . . its up to you to deal with it. . .

Wednesday, March 05, 2008

05 March 2008

05 March 2008

Well, okay. . . Ang weird ngayun ng pakiramdam ko. . . Imbes na magsaya ako kasi we actually won the student election, bakit nag eemote ako ngayun? Bakit hindi ko magawang mag celebrate? Bakit hindi ko magawang tumawa?

I hate this kind of feeling. . . Kanina lang, ang saya-saya ko. . . Kaya ko pang makipagbiruan. . . But what happened? Do I really have to feel this way? But for what reason? Squall, anu ba talaga ang nararamdaman mo? Why do you have to be suddenly in pain? Shit! Hindi ikaw yan Squall. Its not the Squall that the rest of your friends and classmates used to see.

Think, Squall. THINK! Ano ba talaga ang problema moh?

Think!

Think!

Alas, I know now. . . Kanina, I really enjoyed the company of my classmates. . . I really enjoyed the trippings. . . The laughters, the jokes and the teases. . . But really, did you enjoyed it? Wala ka bang naalala sa mga ginawa ninyo kanina? Wala ka bang namiss? Meron di ba? Galing mo talaga mag tago ng totoo mong nararamdaman. . . You wear your mask too well for them not to see the person wearing the mask. . .

Okay, anu ba talaga ang bigla mo naalala?

Think. . . Think. . . Think. . . THINK!

Okay! Okay, fine! Its my freakin’ friends. . . kala ko okay na. . . kala ko kaya ko na na mabuhay na hindi sila iniisip. . . na hindi ko na sila hahanapin. . . but then again kaya ko ba talaga? Noon sabi ko sa sarili ko, kaya ko. . . and kakayanin ko. . . pero hindi eh. . . mahirap. . . mahirap palang kalimutan ang mga taong naging bahagi na ng buhay moh. . . mahirap mag move on lalo na kung yung mga taong maiiwan mo eh yun din ang mga taong hahanapin mo sa pupuntahan mo. . . that you’ll realize in the end that what you’re leaving behind is a part of your life. . .

I know for some of us, ang babaw. . . I mean, their just “friends” and you can still look for someone new. . . pero for me, hindi eh. . . for me, they’re the only friends I had na talagang nag-enjoy ako. . . na talagang sumaya ako. . . since elementary, then high school, until early college life ko, nasanay na ako na makikisiksik lang sa ibang grupo for me to have my so-called friends. . . but during my third year in college, when I was about to be used to have my self as a friend, things turned 180 degrees. . . I meet them and instantly became my friends. . . for the last time, I had a so-called “best friend.” May tinawag na naman ako na best friend after Grace’s early demise. It was during those days na na-feel ko ang pagiging adolescent ko. . . I enjoyed by teenage life. . . but what happened? Kailangan bang dumating sa time na magkakawatak-watak pa kami? And who’s fault? MINE!

Well, hindi naman talaga nagkawatak-watak ang grupo namin. . . it was I who decided to detach with them. . . it was my choice! And my choice alone. . . sa sobra ko kasing kakaingat sa mga kaibigan ko, caring for them so that no one would dare to hurt them, nasasaktan ko na pala sila. . . I’m becoming the person I’m guarding them for. . . tama na yung masaktan kami sa pagkawala ng isang kaibigan na tinitingala namin bilang isang KUYA. . .

Shit! Hindi ko talaga maintindihan ang sarili ko ngayon! I feel not like myself!

Basta, I’m confused! The only thing that I’m not confused right now is the fact na talagang hindi ko magawang kalimutan ang mga taong pilit kong kinakalimutan. . . I miss my friends! A lot!

Kanina, while having some good times with my classmates, I can’t help but reminisce about the good times my friends and I shared. . . yeah, I should be happy because I’m back in the student government. . . but it won’t be the same again with out my friends. . . my best friend. . . my kuya. . . it would never be the same happy faces that I will see in the college board. . . new faces. . . new personalities. . . though almost every thing is new, its still the same old brand new me! I’m still looking back at the past. . . haunted by my past. . . I was hurt. . . but trying not to be hurt. . . no one is actually hurting me but my self. . .

Ako lang naman ang nananakit sa sarili ko eh. . . ako lang naman ang taong nagbibigay ng hinanakit sa sarili ko. . . kaya lang naman ako nasasaktan kasi nagpapaka praning ako sa mga bagay-bagay. . . napaka self-centered ko kasi. . .

Squall, wake up na nga! This is the real world. . . you’re living in a fantasy. . . hindi lahat ng gusto moh, magkakatotoo. . . hindi lahat ng bagay, aayon sa kagustuhan moh! Sometime, you need to feel alone and expect mo na din na hindi lahat ng tao magugustuhan ugali moh. . . live with it. . . that’s the reality!

Saturday, March 01, 2008

Silence

His life is on the verge of becoming silent after one year. And the silent she falls in love with him from another world. The hands of destiny are pulling on her and him, but what binds them closer together is the young and beautiful memories.

The story begins during the year when Wei Yi is 15 years old. Due to an accident, Qi Wei Yi, who has everything in this world, was sent to the only hospital in a village. During the boring recovery, Wei Yi accidentally discovers an underground air raid shelter in the old hospital. Through a secret passageway within the air raid shelter, he meets a Korean girl, two years younger than him, Zhao Shen Shen, who lost her voice due to an accident. Furthermore, a pure love develops from this meeting. However, due to a succession of mistakes and misunderstandings, Shen Shen and Wei Yi lost contact with each other.

Nine years later, Wei Yi is faced with a very busy business profession and bears the burden of his parents' expectation for him to take over the business. A life that has never encountered any difficult situations made him into a dazzling and confident person. One day, Wei Yi, dismissed a senior employee easily and without any second thoughts. Unexpectedly, the next day, a mute girl and a gangster type guy came to him to seek justice! Wei Yi never imagined that the mute girl is Zhao Shen Shen from nine years ago.

Because of Shen Shen's sense of justice, she left behind a profound impression and favorable feelings on Wei Yi. Under the pulling of fate, these two people meet time and time again. Even though they would fight over minor things each time, but seeing the way that Shen Shen use sign language causes Wei Yi to feel that life is filled with beauty! And her meetings with Wei Yi have become an interesting interlude within Shen Shen's silent life.

At this time, "misfortune" suddenly falls onto Wei Yi. The doctor confirms that Wei Yi has liver cancer and has only one year left to live. Suddenly, Wei Yi remembers an agreement. Nine years ago, he and Shen Shen buried a time capsule together and agreed to open it in ten years…

Without any hesitation, Wei Yi breaks off his engagement with his fiancé, and goes to the place where he and Shen Shen agreed on. As the god of death approaches Wei Yi, fate arranges for him and Shen Shen to reunite! Zhao Shen Shen turns out to be the mute girl.

Wei Yi, whose life is coming to an end, decides to hide his identity. Yet he starts to change bit by bit because of Shen Shen. For Shen Shen, he will happily live the remainder of his 365 days. However, Wei Yi's father, Zhen Yang, is furious over the fact that Wei Yi is changing and all because of an unknown mute girl. He decides to step in personally and settled this obstacle. In order to protect Shen Shen, Wei Yi promises Zhen Yang that he will return to Taiwan to accept treatment. On the day that Wei Yi leaves Da Lian, Shen Shen accidentally finds out that Wei Yi is her love from nine years ago. She finds out that Wei Yi only has one year to live! The love that is suppressed deep inside Shen Shen's heart completely bursts forth! - from Joy State

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Qi Wei Yi is a guy who has everything in this world. The story begins from the year that he is 12 years old. Because he was the champion from a swimming competition, it brought about someone’s jealously and Wei Yi’s foot was broken due to this. He was hospitalized in a small hospital in a village where he first met Shen Shen. Shen Shen’s neighbor, Zuo Jun, dragged her along to skip classes and while they were roaming about, they got into a car accident. Unfortunately, this car accident caused Shen Shen to lose her ability to speak. Tragically, Shen Shen’s mother also died from a car crash at this time. Zuo Jun was feeling extremely guilty and swore that he will take care of Shen Shen for the rest of her life.

After finding out the terrible news of her mother’s death, Shen Shen hides herself in an air raid shelter and cries bitterly. Zuo Jun turns the hospital inside out like a mad man trying to find her but wasn’t able to. However this accident allowed Wei Yi and Shen Shen to meet. A secret place that belongs to the two of them. Henceforth, these two people’s destiny is changed. A pure love develops between the 12 year old Shen Shen and Wei Yi. At this time, Wei Yi didn’t know that Shen Shen couldn’t speak. On the day that Wei Yi is released from the hospital, he deeply hoped that Shen Shen could open her mouth and say “I like you.” Unfortunately, Shen Shen simply couldn’t open her mouth. To Wei Yi, it is because Shen Shen is shy and sad which is why she won’t open her mouth to speak. It never crossed his mind that Shen Shen is a girl who couldn’t speak.

The two of them made a promise to go and take a look at the secret future on the Christmas day when they are both 25 years old (the year 2006). Shen Shen has tried to call Wei Yi before yet she couldn’t utter any sounds. After a serious of misunderstandings, Shen Shen, who is living with the Zuo family, moves to a small town with Uncle Zuo due to his transfer to another job. From then on, Shen Shen and Wei Yi lose contact all together. When they are both 25 years old, a new development begins with these two people’s story… - from CTV


A real tear jerker Chinovela. . A Must Watch! If you're interested to watch, just tell me and I'll send you the complete episodes. . . File size for all the episodes is more or less 600 kb . . Well, you need WInAmp and an Internet Connection for you to be able to watch it. . . But mind you, its worth all the time. . .

Saturday, February 23, 2008

Sisid!

Malaswa ba ang title ng blog ko? Well, hindi siya malaswa noh! Actually, nakakawtawa nga ang true meaning ng tinutukoy ko na sisid!

Ganito kasi yun, today is 24 February 2008 and its already 12:18 a.m.

Just got home from school, kuno! Ahahaha. . . Actually, hindi naman talaga ako galing directly from school, kasi wala naman kaming pasok kanina. . .

5:00 pa lang, wala pa kaming pasok, so we decided to have a break and kumain muna sa labas. . . Ang original na nasa plan was ako, Prissy, Ate Julie, Ate Lhei, Lloyd, Flyn, Ate Doreen and Jay. . . Then nadagdagan na lang kami dun na mismo sa place na pinuntahan namin. . . Obviously, sa Sadi Baloy ang pinuntahan namin. . .

There, yung iba sa amin, kumain talaga while yung iba naman eh bumili ng isang bucket ng SanMig Lights. . . Nagkasarapan kami ng kuwento and tinamad ng pumasok sa sunod namin na subject. . . Buti na lang at kinausap ni Ate Julie si Atty. Gobot kung may pasok pa kami. . . And pinakiusapan na lang na hindi na pumasok since na wala naman yung first subject namin which is two hours straight from 5:30 to 7:30 pm. . . Yun kay Atty. Gobot is from 7:30 to 8:30 pm. . . Hassle naman kung papasok pa siya di ba. . . So, nung napakiusapan na namin si Atty. Gobot na di na pumasok, mas napasarap ang kuwentuhan namin. . . Humabot sa Sadi baloy sina Pyke and Kuya Milo. . . Then siguro mga 7:00 or 7:30 na ng umalis na sina Ate Doreen, Flyn, Pyke and Prissy. . . Take note ha, sabay na umalis sina Prissy and Pyke! Wohoooooooo. . .

Anyways. . .

Ang naiwan na lang was ako, Ate Julie, Ate Lhei, Jay, Lloyd and Kuya Milo. . . Nung mga 8:30 na siguro, medyo na bored na kami sa place kaya super plano na kami kung saan naman kami sunod na pupunta. . . We finally decided na mag Swimming sa Civic Center. . . Oh di ba, nakairisip mag swimming! Hahahaha. . . Biglaan. . .

OK sa amin yung kaso ang problema lang was wala kaming damit na pampalit! Buti na lang at malapit lang ang boarding house ni Ate Julie kaya pumunta muna kami dun to borrow some shorts that we could wear. . . Well, since na siya naman ang nag suggest na mag swimming kami. . . Ahehehehe. . .

Now, okay na yung shorts namin di ba. . . OK na ang lahat. . . Thats what you think. . . I mean, thats what we think. . . May problema pa pala. . . Pano yung undies namin!!! Waaaaaaaaaaaa!!! Anu ang susuotin namin pagpauwi? Waaaaaaaaaaa!!! Anu pa magiginibo, edi larga. . . bahala na kung papanuhon ang undies mi! Ahehehe. . .

Then yun, punta kami Civic Center. . . Kaso sarado na. . . Kaya no choice kami kungdi ang humanap ng ibang place. . . Then naisip namin, sa Villa Caceres, puwede paman palan! Ahahahahaha. . . Dinaanan namin si Prissy para magpasama sa Villa Caceres since na member naman sila dun. . . So yun na nga, to make the long story short, sa Villa Caceres kami nag swimming. . .

Langoy dito, langoy duon, mga 11:00 pm na nang mag bihis kami. . . and this is the moment na prinoblema namin ang undies namin na basa! Waaaaaaaaaa. . . ano ang solusyon namin? Ano pa edi ang magbihis ng pantalon na walang suot na brief! Ahahahaha. . . Kaya hayun, umuwi kami nina Lloyd and Kuya Milo na walang suot na brief beneath our pants!!! Buti at gabi so hindi halata. . . kaso medyo nakaka ilang! Ahehehehe. . . ang presko sa pakiramdam! Wahahahaha. . . muntik pa maipit si JUNIOR nung isasara ko na zipper ko! Nyahahaha. . .

Because of this funny incident, we decided to do it again next Saturday. . . and make this a Saturday habbit of the group. . . Then of course, try to invite other classmates to join us. . . the more the merrier di ba. . .

Kaya starting today, hindi lang BEER-OPS ang clan namin. . . nadagdagan pa!

Yesterday was 23 February 2008. . . SISID clan was born!

Ahahahaha. . .

Monday, February 18, 2008

I had enough!

I have enough! Wala na, sukang-suka na ako sa mga isyung hindi mamatay-matay! I remember what Senator Miriam Santiago said during the ZTE Hearing way back last year I think, “Nagaaway-away kayo sa mga kickbacks ninyo!” I mean, come on, balibaliktarin man natin ang mundo, illegal ang kickbacks na pinagaawayan nila! Ginagawa nila tayong mga tanga and katawa-tawa! If they want to be a laughing stock of the globe, then huwag nila tayo idamay!

What I really mean is, ano na naman ba ito, another way to oust the current president and put another corrupt one. Well, halos lahat naman ng mga politko sa Pilipinas kurakot, sana huwag nating i-dahilan lamang kay GMA ang mga ito. Dapat sa lahat. Lahat sila paalisin sa puwesto, iyon kung gusto talaga natin linisin ang bansa na katiwalian. But mind you, I’m neither a Pro-GMA nor Anti-GMA advocate! I’m just stating some facts which I thinks needs to be considered before wagging each others tails!

I don’t belive our politicians, in some of the reports and even in the church (only to the extent of their stand in politics). Lahat sila ay alipin ng pera. Bigyan mo lang sila ng magandang share tahimik na sila. Nasabi ko ito dahil, ilan na ba ang mga katiwalian ng gobyerno na binatikos na isinulat lamang sa buhangin. Simula pa kay Marcos. May nakuha ba kayo (tayo) sa kanila? Kay Aquino? Kay Ramos? Lalo na kay Erap? WALA di ba?! Naisama lamang sa limot ang lahat. Pinalaya pa nga natin si Erap di ba? And because of what? For political stability or some other ill-motives of the president? So ano pa ang silbi ng martsa sa EDSA, yung rally? Wala! Gastos lamang! Pagod! Bakit hindi na lang natin ibigay ang pera naginagastos sa mga rally na iyon sa mga mahihirap kung gusto talaga makatulong ng mga nagmamartsa na iyon? I mean, come on. . . hindi pa ba tayo nadadala sa mga naunang mga rallies?

Well, that’s my opinion. I sorry kung may mga taong hindi sang-ayon sa aking pananaw and you guys are also entitled for your own views and opinions. This is a democratic country. We are allowed to say anything that we want to say for so long as we’re not violating other peoples rights! Waahahaha. . .

But seriously, thinking about my country . . . it sucks. Everyone sucks and that includes me too. It is hopeless . . . at walang pagbabago hanggat hindi tayo tumitino. Alam na nating corrupt ang tao, binoboto pa rin natin. Alam na nating hindi karapat dapat sa puwesto, binoboto pa rin natin! And worse, binebenta pa natin ang boto natin for how much? P100.00 or P500.00 or a bag of groceries? Pera o groceries na puwedeng maubos sa loob ng isa o tatlong araw? Compare the price of your vote to a week, months or even years worth of money that they had been earning from all the kickbacks?!

But in fairness to GMA, at least mejo gumaganda naman ang economy natin. I mean, when it comes to exchange rates and foreign investments. Now, why do we keep on complaining about her administration? Dapat nga, hindi tayo mag reklamo kasi tayo lang naman nag may kasalanan diba? SIge nga, isipin mo kung ano naman ang nagawa ng mga binoto mo noong 2004 and 2007 elections. Aber. May nagawa ba sila? Sigurado ka ba na hindi sila gumawa ng katarantaduhan? Ipupusta ko buhay ko, nakagawa sila. Now, if we really want change, then simulan natin yan sa mga sarili natin. Vote for the right candidate. Choose wisely.

And as to the ZTE Deal Scandal, enough is enough. Tama na nga yan! Let the court decide. If the judiciary can’t do anything about it, then, just like what Justice Isagani Cruz said, let the peoples verdict decide, that is, through a election. That is, kung magiging smart tayo sa pag boto.

Friday, February 15, 2008

ADVISES FROM THE HEART BY THE HEART FOR THE HEART WHO LOVE

Giving someone all your love is never an assurance that they will love you back. Do not expect love in return; just wait for it to grow in their heart. But if it does not, content that it grows in yours.

There are things you would love to hear that you would never hear from the person whom you would like to hear them from; but do not be so deaf as not to hear it from the one who says it from her heart. Remember that it only takes a minute to get a crush on someone, an hour to like someone, and a day to love someone.

The beginning of love is to let those we love just be themselves and not twist them with our own image. Otherwise we love only our reflection of ourselves we find in them, making the feeling untrue. We might wake up one day that we are just falling in love with the idea of love and just ask ourselves if we are happy with the feeling? The happiest of people do not necessarily have the best of everything. They just make the best out of everything that comes along their way without inflicting emotional pain to anyone. Happiness lies for those who cry; those who hurt, those who have searched, and those who have touched their lives.

It hurts to love someone and not be loved in return. But what is more painful is to love someone and never find the courage to let that person know how your feel, and in the end, you regret it for as long as we have memories, yesterday remains; as long as we gave hope, tomorrow awaits. As long as we have friendship, each day is never a waste.

There are so many things that we never want to let go of, people we never want to leave behind, but keep in mind that letting go, isn’t the end of the world but rather a beginning of a new life. In time, the scar will become pale and shiny and you will have no memory of what cause it. That is the way it is with a wound. The wound begins to lose – in on it, to protect what is hurting so much and once it’s closed, you can no longer see what is underneath that started the pain.

Love is supposed to be the most wonderful feeling. It should inspire you and give you joy and strength. But sometimes, the things that give you joy can also hurt you in the end.

Everything in life has a purpose. There are no mistakes. No coincidence. Events are blessings given to us to learn from it. When God puts a tear in your eyes, it’s because He wants to put a rainbow in your heart. Let the parting be friendly, let the good times be a galley of fond memories. It is best to break all contracts for sometime looking back and feeling sorry are all useless.

If the heart is a place where love comes from, where does it ends? This question shall always remain for we will never know till we fall in love again.

If someone comes to you life and becomes a part of you, but for some reasons she couldn’t stay, don’t cry that much. Just be glad that your path had crossed and somehow she made you happy for a little while. No person is worth crying over, because if they are, they won’t make us cry. Never use your tears for someone who doesn’t love; use it to cry for someone who cares. Don’t ever slam the door; you might want to go back. They left, and so must our feelings for them. Only time can decide as to when we can forget them.

When love is lost. . . relax! It just means that another love is about to take place. . . much greater love than before.

For every heart that finds a heart, there’s a new heart that cries; for every dream that is reborn, there is a dream that dies; for every good hello you say, there is a sad goodbye.

To love is like playing a piano – you learn the rules first, then you forget the rules and play from the heart.

The greatest regret in our lives are the risk we did not take. If you think something will make you happy, go for it. Remember that you pass this way only once. We pass this way only once.

It takes 3 seconds to say “I love you,” another 3 minutes to explain it. Three hours to demonstrate, a trimester to produce it but it takes a lifetime to prove it. Immature love says, “I love you because I need you.” Mature love says, “I need you because I love you.” Its not the matter of finding the right person but it’s the matter of being the right person for the one you chooses to love.

Funny how we set qualifications while we are in the process of finding the person who is the best for us when at the back of our mind, we know that the one we love will always be an exception to the risk. We must not love out of fear. What's more, we must not fear to love. Sometimes, the love we are looking for is right in front of us, too close for the eyes to see. So close your eyes and let your heart see for itself. Don’t ever frown because you never know when someone might fall in love with your smile. Somewhere, there’s someone who dreams your smile and finds in your presence that life is worthwhile. So when you’re lonely, remember that this is true. Somewhere, there’s someone who’s thinking of you.

To give one self is what’s love’s all about, that’s why my head screams and my heart shouts words of love. Soar through the air like eagle on flight without care. That’s why I promise to give you all my love, my life, my body and soul.

Touch my heart and you will feel, listen to my heart and you will hear, look into my heart and you will see that you will always be the special one for me.

As you close your eyes, how I wish I was the first person you’re thinking of so that I’ll be the first one you’ll meet on your dreams and hold me there until you woke up and I’ll be the one you’ll think first. Whatever makes you smile most is what I hope you’ll get today.

You’re not one of the reasons why my life is worth living, not one of the reasons why I’m happy all day long, neither why I feel alone, you’ll never be the one of those reasons because you will always be the only reason.

Don’t cry over things that could have been because the things that could be are far more important.

Its often times hard to forget someone we love because deep inside me us it’s the last thing we would ever want to do. It’s not better to have the person you love right now, but have them later that to be with them now and lose them forever. Never say goodbye when you still want to try. Never give up when you still feel you can take it. Never say you don’t love that person anymore when you can’t let go.

It breaks my heart to see you happy with someone else but it breaks my heart more to see you unhappy with me. There would come a time when we need to stop loving someone not because that person has started hating us but because we found out that they will be happier if we let them go.

A sad thing in life is, you meet someone who means a lot to you, only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go.

Do me a favor, go outside and find the star that shines so bright and make a wish on it because it might come true. The last time I tried it. . . I met you.


Squall Lionheart

14 February 2008

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